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Graddddddddddduate [Oct. 29th, 2003|01:36 pm]
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[music |Lord of the Dance - Celtic Dream]

*clears throat*


*throws down the microphone as does the beauty queen wave*

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Rar [Oct. 4th, 2003|01:30 am]

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The X-File [Jun. 10th, 2003|09:29 pm]
[mood |amusedamused]

Baby powder victim when I was 4

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(no subject) [May. 22nd, 2003|11:23 pm]

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Link of the Day [May. 6th, 2003|02:09 pm]
My first link of the day:

Ying shing to ke doooo!!
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Come What May [Apr. 12th, 2003|04:14 am]
[mood |distresseddistressed]

They say someone so young; can never know true love. But those who say that, are deceived. For they must have never known true love. It is a rare thing. When it occurs, when those two people who were destined for another have met...the most powerful of all emotions, will take place.

So true this is, but saddening in almost every way. For the obstacles to reach another, the test that life gives, must be overcome by both.

The test...

It’s what we were put on this Earth for. It is why, we strive each day to live or die. The calling, sleeps inside all of us. We feel the one, the true one dwelling inside our hearts. And always, at that very moment, the other feels the exact, equally, endless love.

But life shall bring the test, in the most treacherous of forms; jealousy, pain, anguish and greed.. But if both are strong enough. If they look inside themselves, they will find it there. The powerful pull, that surpasses all.

The curse.

Such power, such overpowering pure love and harmony, brings a curse. Chaos. And it will hunt them down until death; or bring one to it. But it is that defining moment, as their last breathe fades, holding one another with that pure love..that proves, just how powerful love is.

The capacious emotion, of one, single, emotion in totality, can destroy the human body. But when that one single, entire emotion fills your entire soul; then life may end, and the soul will return home, and fill the world with that much needed love.

Not all will die; for they have realized the strength of that true love. No obstacle had prevented them, no words or actions could tear them apart. Their love is so pure, they will love another until their dying day.

The fools

Love is love. Love may be love; but there is only one, true love. One may think, that they are with their true love.. Many may think.

But if you look inside yourself, you will feel that true love...somewhere out there. And know, they are feeling the same thing.

So strive, and don’t let that emotion go. Feel that pure love, and know it. When you find them...you shall both know.

But there are those, who do think they ‘know’, then end up finding they have made a mistake, are many. That is because they have never known what -true love- is. They couldn’t. That is why, again, you must look inside yourself. You will feel it, get a glimpse of it, then look into your lovers eyes and wonder...are they the one?

Then no. They are not. You must have to be deeply intone with your own soul to be able to tell the difference. If you stare into their eyes you shall see; is that glisten or flicker in them the hint of pure love you feel, dwelling inside of you? The one that so connects you with what is, your own true love?

If there is any question about it in your mind, or any doubt, or any No...I don’t have to question, because I know. Then they, are not the one. No thoughts will produce, that defining moment of pure love, just the emotion. The feeling, that literally sets your entire soul free.

It is so powerful. The body does not know any other way to react, but to cry. To engulf the warmth of their soul, such happiness, such pure, true love, that brings sadness. Letting go, of everything, and feeling the pureness, the truth...

Of love.
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Oasis - Wonderwall [Apr. 8th, 2003|03:15 pm]
[mood |crushedcrushed]
[music |Oasis - Wonderwall]

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Hmm... wonderful human beings -_-

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

So they say..

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

So be yourself; not the one you hate.

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

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Strange.. [Mar. 29th, 2003|11:39 pm]
[mood |restlessrestless]
[music |Cursive - Staying Alive]

Deleted this post..

One minute I'm almost hysterical on the subject, eager to pursue it, eager above anything to learn more..to do more about it.

Then I log off..lie down..and suddenly I become afraid of it.


I suppose if the subject I am researching, is actually real, then somehow, someone will be able to help me out with it so I can get my questions answered.. It's nothing -personal-, this thing. It's just, I think it'll drive me nuts one day. All this, Draconians, Naga, aliens, Atlantis, underground caverns, tunnels..

I can see their faces now..

'Yep...She's dangling at the edge of an ice berg'
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The Watcher [Mar. 29th, 2003|12:27 am]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Vampire Princess Miyu - I Wanna Meet You]

I stood out on the balcony, leaning on the wooden rails. The wind was perfect, blowing just enough for my hair to feel free but my skin to tingle with warmth. The sun was readying itself to set at my left. I watched the cars go by, watching the expressions of peoples faces inside them. I grinned as a man, dressed in black was walking on the sidewalk on the opposite side of the street. He didn't know I was there; no one really looks up at the second floor area.

He would look around quickly, then make a strange expression with his hands. I identified them as a type of Martial Art. His body would jolt slightly as he made them, making him look slightly funny. Dogs barked at him through the fences, causing him to jump. He disappeared from view as he dashed across the road and took a turn on the other road.

I forgot how I missed watching people. It's how I learned most of the stuff I know. It's a bit strange, even funny, what people do when they think they aren't being watched, when they think they are alone. I should go out tomorrow, I do miss feel fresh air upon me. I've been cooped up to long; but I'm not sure if I'll be able to drag myself outside. I want to, but I don't.

So I'll just continue to be the watcher, and laugh silently to myself as people do strange things on the sidewalks.
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Zen me WiZDoM [Mar. 28th, 2003|04:05 pm]
[music |Pop Will Eat Itself - Everything's Cool]

These eyes see only what they wanna see
These ears hear only what they wanna hear
These minds think only what they wanna think
These lies, these lies

You will find no answers in this head
What you see is what you get
Watch as all the lights go out
Down and out, out for the count

Take your places, choose your sins
Everyone loses, no one wins
I have seen the future and this is how it begins

In chaos and riots, the screech of machines
No right and no wrong and no in between
Fall one by one, the queen to her fool
Dos dedos mis amigos - everything's cool

These arms hold whoever needs to be held
These hands take whatever they wanna take
These words fake whoever needs to be faked
These lies, these lies

Look for clues inside the baby's head
Hear the words yet to be said
Cue the music, fade to black
No such thing as no payback

Take this line, know where it ends
No return, no make amends
Is this the future or this is how it will end?
- Pop Will Eat Itself

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